2016 is now officially gone, done and dusted and with it many things are gone from my life. 2016 really did do a lot of taking from me which I could have gone without but that’s life right?

Just as I was readying myself for the close of the year, it had one last nasty surprise for me in that on Wednesday 21 December my employers decided to end my probationary period early and with it my contract, and my job. I say it was a nasty surprise, it wasn’t really a surprise. I’d even said to my sister the evening before that I had a strong feeling I wasn’t going to be asked to return in the New Year after Christmas.Read More »



Interior: being within

I am spending more time looking within myself, at my interior and that starts by appreciating the fact I am an introvert. If you really want to take it further I’m specifically INTJ. I barely know the in’s and out’s of what that really means but in a quest to understand myself I am using that information as a tool for guiding my research.Read More »


Dear 2017

This year, I am aiming for:

Your true value

By that I actually mean my true value but you know, I’m spelling out ‘year’ here! Much if not all of my confidence disappeared last year and with it any value I held for myself. There are issues extending many years before that but now really is the time for me to explore my own value.Read More »